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April 6, 2007
Anotha' Day
Today has been much brighter than yesterday. It's amazing what a little time and sleep will do for one's psyche. I'm half-tempted to pull my last blog entry off this place because, sheesh, it's just so-danged depressing. Part of me feels guilty that I unintentionally imposed upon my unsuspecting blog audience that came here for their daily dose of Yellowstone adventuring, or something equally uplifting, at the very least. Then again, I'll probably leave it there because it's raw, real, and representative of exactly what I was feeling. And, who knows, perhaps someone who identifies with my sentiments might cruise by and feel comforted in knowing that they aren't alone. Thank you to all of you for your support; I appreciate the outpouring of thoughts.
It was a gorgeously sunny day today, but so very windy. A sharp, cold, piercing, north wind howled down the Yellowstone River Valley this afternoon. I ran directly into the wind, then I turned around and ran with the wind. It took me 27 minutes to run 2.5 miles into the wind on a ridiculously flat and easy trail (where 8 minute miles are typically a cinch) before I gave up trying. At times, I was literally not moving forward, even though my legs were rotating underneath me and my arms were swinging. It was amusing, to say the very least. There is not a thing you can do about this kind of stuff, though, so I just laughed and kept "running."
The marmots have emerged from their winter hibernation. A single yellow-bellied marmot stood stolidly on a rock uphill from the trail today. It made a series of warning chirps as I passed by, never moving its position. These creatures produce incessant chirping noises that will try anyone's patience. In this passing interaction, I was sufficiently entertained.
Last year, a friend relayed to me a story about a marmot which lived in a hole outside of his home. My friend could hear the marmot's boisterous and perpetual chirping each morning, much like that of a rooster, beginning somewhere around the crack of dawn. After frequent attempts at sleeping in were foiled by this marmot, my friend had had enough. In a bout of frustration, he went outside and threw a rock at the marmot, trying to scare it into silence. Instead of frightening the marmot, he accidentally hit it square upside the head. Resultingly, the marmot toppled over, unmoving on the ground. Alarmed, he approached the marmot and watched its body writhe through a series of convulsions. The marmot seemed to be dying, and, though he felt quite guilty, there was nothing he could do. A few hours later, he looked out the window and the marmot had disappeared from its previous location. A few days later, in the early morning hours, a familiar chirping woke him up once again. Apparently, the marmot had survived, and was healthy enough to chirp.
Eh, I could go on and make some ridiculous, quirky allusion associating human strength and persistence with that of the marmot. But I'll stop here to prevent further digression.
Posted by Meghan at April 6, 2007 9:35 PM
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(connecting entries, memories, images and sounds in general)... and so the marmot, standing stolidly, made me think of a dumb 1980 movie and it's soundtrack, CADDYSHACK with Bill Murray, which made me think of the need we have to feel alright, in view of unpredictable suffering, laughing as a result, but without losing grip or traction, as you wish, like on your ultraruns, in much the same way golf is an ultra walk... and that's where the marmot was... on the dang golf course... (but was it a marmot?) Take care
I'm Alright Lyrics - Kenny Loggins
I'm alright
Nobody worry 'bout me
Why you got to gimme a fight?
Can't you just let it be?
I'm alright
Don't nobody worry 'bout me
You got to gimme a fight
Why don't you just let me be
Do what you like,
Doing it nat'rally
But if it's too easy
They're gonna disagree
It's your life
And isn't it a mystery
If it's nobody's bus'ness
It's everybody's game
Gotta catch you later
No, no, cannonball it right away
Some Cinderella kid
Get it up and get you a job
(Dip dip dip dip dip dip dip dip)
I'm alright
Nobody worry 'bout me
Why you got to gimme a fight?
Can't you just let it be?
I'm alright
Don't nobody worry 'bout me
You got to gimme a fight
Why don't you just let me be
Who do you want?
Who you gonna be today?
And who is it really
Makin' up your mind?
You wanna listen to the man?
Pay attention to the magistrate
And while I got you in the mood
Listen to your
Own heart beatin'
Own heart beatin'
Own heart beatin'
Own heart beatin'
Don't it get you movin'
mmmmm-man
It make me feel good
(Wow, Cinderella kid)
Then give it up and give it the job
(dip dip dip dip dip dip dip dip)
(Boom, boom, boom, boom)
I'm alright
Nobody worry 'bout me
Why you got to gimme a fight?
Can't you just let it be?
I'm alright
Don't nobody worry 'bout me
You got to gimme a fight
Why don't you just let me be
I'm alright
Nobody worry 'bout me
Why you got to gimme a fight?
Can't you just let it be?
I'm alright
I'm alright
Just let me be
Posted by: corrado giambalvo at April 7, 2007 1:57 AM
Yeah...I might actually pull some of my own entries from a while back about the start of law school off the web b/c my school is putting pressure on us to keep a clean web presence for job purposes. That said, I wish I didn't have to b/c this is my only diary and I have a horrible memory. Whether or not I love every moment of my life, it's who I am and it's how far I've come.
Posted by: Audrey at April 9, 2007 5:13 AM