February 28, 2007
five months plus
It's been a bit more than five months since my friend died. The time passed, along with the clutter in my life, makes the ache less acute. I still dream of him at least once a week, but in dreams we're as we were a year, five years, fifteen years ago. He's not about to kill himself and I'm not trying in vain to stop him. We're mostly just sitting around talking.
It still hits like a ton of bricks sometimes.
Posted by joe positive at February 28, 2007 6:59 PM
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Oh God, I understand this sentiment completely. You think you're having just a regular day when all of a sudden this wrecking ball slams through you and you never saw it coming. If you can't compartmentalize the thoughts, it absolutely destroys the relatively nice day you were having.
Thinking of you.
Posted by: Meghan at February 28, 2007 8:52 PM
Be glad for those visits.
Posted by: Tina at March 4, 2007 3:38 PM