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September 10, 2004
I'm Losing It
I am totally losing it at this point. It is Friday. The only day I actually made it to the gym was Tuesday. I did the elliptical for an hour HARD and then did some core strengthening work. I woke up Wednesday and there were all sorts of crunching sounds in my foot....I think I set myself back a few weeks by obsessively working out on the elliptical. It was starting to feel better before I did that and now I can barely walk again. I have never been this frustrated or this inactive. I cannot seem to motivate myself to go to the gym because it hurts to walk again.....I could lift or do weights, but I think I am a little depressed (Karly - I wish I would have read your comment before Tuesday! Your caution was dead on.....how long did your fracture take to heal?).
I really miss running - I haven't had an emotional breakdown yet, but I think the longer I am unable to do anything, the faster the tears will come. It's going to be hard to watch the marathon from the sidelines too.....
I need to snap out of this.
Posted by bridget at September 10, 2004 07:03 AM